Monthly Archives: September 2012

This Is Not a Drill – Beck McDowell

This Is Not a Drill coverThis Is Not a Drill
By Beck McDowell
Available October 2012

When high school seniors—and former couple—Emery and Jake find themselves held hostage in a first grade classroom, they must do all they can to protect the kids. Brian Stutts, a U.S. soldier suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after serving in Iraq, pulls out his gun to convince the teacher to hand over the son he’s not allowed to check out because of a custody battle. The situation turns deadly when a security guard appears at the door and Stutts impulsively opens fire. When the teacher is carried from the room, the children’s fate is in the hands of Emery and Jake. While Jake searches for a way to communicate with the policemen surrounding the building, Emery, fighting her shyness, fear, and POTS symptoms, tries to reach out to the soldier. She gains a new understanding of what he faced in Iraq, and discovers remarkable strength in his small son.

This Blonde’s Review:
This book can speak to so many people in the wake of so much violence in schools over the last several years. Except this school is an elementary school, and the man doing the threatening is a US Soldier.

Jake and Emery have a past that they’ve had to work around for the sake of tutoring together. When Brian Stutts takes over their classroom they have to work together to keep the children in their care safe.

Jake is easy to like as we watch him try to get the kids out without Stutts realizing he’s communicating with the outside. We’re supposed to be unsure of him since we see also see the side to him where he ruined things with Emery without even thinking of the consequences.

Emery has had issues of her own, including the pain of what happened between her and Jake. She refuses to fall apart in front of the children and does her best to understand what’s happening. We’re able to get to know Stutts and his motivations through Emery. It’s rare that we can hate the “villain” and feel bad for him at the same time.

This book dealt with a heavy topic but wasn’t heavy handed about it. It was easy to get drawn in and want to race to find out what happened. I don’t want to give too much away, but I have to say that I think this one was rather well rounded. It wasn’t too ‘easy’ of an ending, yet it wasn’t looking for the most heartbreaking way of ending either. It leaves the characters wondering what is really important in their lives when it could be cut short unexpectedly?

This one was a little tough for me in some ways since I do have small children who coincidentally go to an elementary school with the same (common) name. And I am more than familiar with the military community, so put those two together and it’s enough to break my heart. Since the author seemed to make this book more about life than sorrow it wasn’t something that was hard to read, instead it had me torn in what I hoped would happen.

If the description sounds interesting to you and books where teenagers have to step up and keep others safe, then you’ll enjoy this one.


Altered – Jennifer Rush

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By Jennifer Rush
Altered – Book 1
Available January 2013

When you can’t trust yourself, who can you believe?

Everything about Anna’s life is a secret. Her father works for the Branch at the helm of its latest project: monitoring and administering treatments to the four genetically altered boys in the lab below their farmhouse. There’s Nick, Cas, Trev . . . and Sam, who’s stolen Anna’s heart. When the Branch decides it’s time to take the boys, Sam stages an escape, killing the agents sent to retrieve them.

Anna is torn between following Sam or staying behind in the safety of her everyday life. But her father pushes her to flee, making Sam promise to keep her away from the Branch, at all costs. There’s just one problem. Sam and the boys don’t remember anything before living in the lab—not even their true identities.

Now on the run, Anna soon discovers that she and Sam are connected in more ways than either of them expected. And if they’re both going to survive, they must piece together the clues of their past before the Branch catches up to them and steals it all away.

This Blonde’s Review:
They only remember the lab. She wishes she could help them have more.

Anna has always been drawn to Sam, even though there’s been little encouragement. Their lives are conducted on separate sides of glass walls. She assists her father with his work, seldom leaving the lab.

When the Branch shows up to take the boys things take an unexpected turn. The boys escape and Anna’s father tells her to go with them. As they run from the branch there are secrets that come out and memories that start to surface. They have to work together to find out what their connection really is so that they’ll know what they’re dealing with. They need to discover the truth about themselves to survive.

I’ve never been a big fan of the big romance without reason. We don’t know why she’s so drawn to him, I don’t really get the feeling that he’s as interested as she is. Then we find things out that make their romance angle even less romantic, so I honestly had a hard time feeling that aspect of the book. I’d have been much happier if the author had left that out or made the attraction part happen later, maybe something that came as a surprise.

Despite that big part of the book that drives me crazy there were some interesting parts. I did like the connection Anna has with the group since I wouldn’t have expected that, though the author did make the why more complicated than it needed to be.

If I don’t look at her love of Sam I do like the dynamics between Anna and the rest of the group. She has varying levels of friendship with the boys, one is like a best friend down to another who seems to hate her. I liked that there were different relationships within the group, even if they were a little too easily placed in roles. The upside of that is that not everyone really fits the role they play.

The Branch is interesting since it gives this book the real drive. What is the Branch, why are they so invested in the boys, and are they responsible for why the boys can do what they do? These questions are what drove me to finish reading the book even though the Anna/Sam thing drove me a little nuts.

Sadly, I was disappointed in this one. It did end well and the end made me like Anna much more than I had the rest of the book, so because of that I may find myself reading the second book in this series. It won’t be one that I search out or pay for, but if I’m able to borrow a copy from my library I’m sure my curiosity will lead to my checking it out.

If mysterious government organizations, deep and abiding love without reason, and teens who are capable of more than they should be appeals to you then you may like this one more than I did. Please let me know what you think if you give it a try!


Time Between Us – Tamara Ireland Stone

Time Between Us coverTime Between Us
By Tamara Ireland Stone
Available October 2012

Anna and Bennett were never supposed to meet: she lives in 1995 Chicago and he lives in 2012 San Francisco. But Bennett’s unique ability to travel through time and space brings him into Anna’s life, and with him, a new world of adventure and possibility.

As their relationship deepens, they face the reality that time might knock Bennett back where he belongs, even as a devastating crisis throws everything they believe into question. Against a ticking clock, Anna and Bennett are forced to ask themselves how far they can push the bounds of fate—and what consequences they can bear in order to stay together.

This Blonde’s Review:
Anna is a typical 90s girl until she meets Bennett. Something about him draws her from the first time she sees him from a distance though the way he acts when they finally meets confuses her. Something about him draws her, but it also doesn’t add up. One minutes he seems to be happy to see her and to know her, while the next he acts distant. She doesn’t know what to think.

Then one night something happens that makes Anna demand answers she never would have believed before. Soon Bennett and Anna are no longer acting like they don’t care and become an official couple. No one but Anna is aware that his living situation is more complicated than they could ever imagine. Bennett is a time traveler. He can imagine himself somewhere else and find himself there, though he doesn’t always have control. He can take others with him, but he can only travel within his own lifetime. He also has rules of his own, even if others can’t agree with those rules. When he tries to breaks those rules bad things can happen.

We know that Bennett can’t stay forever, as soon as what he’s there for is taken care of he’s supposed to go home. Despite claiming to have told Anna everything, it turns out there are things she hasn’t been told something very important that pertains to her. That information could make all the difference.

I really enjoyed this one. It does have those similarities to a few other known time travel romance books, but they’re unavoidable when you have similar themes. Overall this book was still distinctly it’s own. In some ways it would have been great to have more of the background of what happened or about Bennett’s life, but this book isn’t really about him. It’s about her.

What happens when a girl who has always wanted to travel the world but never left meets a boy who can take her anywhere? I know I’ve always wished I could wish myself someplace else and go, so the idea of having a guy who could take me sounds like a great thing. No worries about plane tickets, permission, anything like that to hold you back. Since we know he can’t stay, the real question comes down to what will she do with her summer plans. Should she take the chance to do something that would have been a dream come true before or should she enjoy the time she has with him while she can? Classic dilemma where she has to choose between her dreams from before and her heart, but with a twist.

The way this one ended was satisfying and disappointing at the same time. It wasn’t quite what I expected, but it’s hard to say what parts where good/bad without spoiling it. So let’s leave it as I’m torn on the ending. I’d be happy to talk to you about it after you’ve read it if you’d like though.

Either way, I way I walked away happy with the overall feel I got from the book. I was happy to have read it and look forward to the next book I get to read by this author. Disappointingly she’s a debut author so I can’t go to her backlist while I wait for the next to come out.

IF you enjoy reading about love that seems impossible with time and distance between our couple then you’ll want to read Anna and Bennett’s story.


A Fractured Light – Jocelyn Davies

A Fractured Light coverA Fractured Light
By Jocelyn Davies
A Beautiful Dark – Book 2

There are spoilers in this description and review! Have you read the first book in this series? I also wrote a review of A Beautiful Dark.

When she wakes up in unfamiliar surroundings, Skye knows something terrible has happened to her. It’s not until she hears Asher, the dark, rebellious angel she fell in love with, that the memories come flooding back. She tries to put the past behind her, but she knows she’ll be forever haunted by the ruthless betrayal that almost took her life.

Skye returns home, but with the knowledge of who she really is, nothing can ever be the same. As she tests the limits of her newfound powers, Skye discovers that she’s capable of far more than anyone could have imagined. Both the Order and the Rebellion want her for their side as war between the factions looms. She can’t forget the terrifying truth she now knows about the Order, but something holds her back from embracing the Rebellion.

This Blonde’s Review:
If you’ve read the first book in this series then you’re already familiar with Skye’s story and you know what happened between her and the boys that both claimed to love her. She could have joined the Order or the Rebellion, but has trouble doing either. When the two sides are heading for war she knows she needs to choose, but she still has trouble doing so.

While she recovered from the injuries she sustained at the end of the first book Skye found herself in a secluded cabin. The things she learns there open her eyes to many things. There are also more questions she doesn’t know the answer to. When she goes home things have changed. This is something she clearly should have expected, but the changes in her friends made it seem like she’d been gone longer.

With everyone treating her differently without her secret even being out yet, she has to do her best to understand where they’re coming from. She can’t tell them everything with consequences so she can only hope for the best. The sudden influx of the Order and Rebellion in her school make everything even more complicated, since she can’t seem to escape the one being she wishes she’d never have to see again.

Watching Skye this time was a little easier than in the first book, since in this one she isn’t as invovld in a love triangle. She’s still being torn by Asher’s desire for her to join the Rebellion and her inability to commit herself to their cause, but at least this time it’s less about her choosing a boy than about her figuring out what’s in her heart.

When Raven shows up on scene and starts shaking the fragile peace she’s managed to build for herself she knows it can’t get better. When Raven pushes a situation far enough that choices have to be made they’ll all be surprised with the choices of some of our characters. I’m always looking for the twist so I wasn’t entirely shocked by what happened, but it was still a good surprise.

Skye is a much more enjoyable character in this book and I have to wonder how her perceptions of the other characters, including the boys, will change with the choices that are made and the secrets that come out in this one. Luckily for Skye she is surrounded by some fantastic friends who are there for her even in the light of unbelievable things.

If you enjoyed he first book you’re going to want to get your hands on this one. If a battle between two factions of angels with a girl with the powers of both caught in between sounds like your type of book then get your hands on the first book in this series so you’re be ready when this one comes out in October.


Outpost – Ann Aguirre

Outpost coverOutpost
By Ann Aguirre
Razorland – Book 2
Available Sept 2012

Deuce’s whole world has changed. Down below, she was considered an adult. Now, topside in a town called Salvation, she’s a brat in need of training in the eyes of the townsfolk. She doesn’t fit in with the other girls: Deuce only knows how to fight.

To make matters worse, her Hunter partner, Fade, keeps Deuce at a distance. Her feelings for Fade haven’t changed, but he seems not to want her around anymore. Confused and lonely, she starts looking for a way out.

Deuce signs up to serve in the summer patrols—those who make sure the planters can work the fields without danger. It should be routine, but things have been changing on the surface, just as they did below ground. The Freaks have grown smarter. They’re watching. Waiting. Planning. The monsters don’t intend to let Salvation survive, and it may take a girl like Deuce to turn back the tide.

This Blonde’s Review:
I really enjoyed the first book in this series and was looking forward to reading more of Deuce’s story.

Deuce was trained to be a Huntress, she knows how to fight and how to survive. What she doesn’t know how to do is be a proper young girl. She didn’t know such a thing existed until she moved to Salvation.

Deuce struggles to maintain who she is without disgracing Mama Oaks. She is tormented by the other supposedly good people of Salvation and is not interested in learning their ways. She knows what she’s seen and knows that the walls of Salvation can’t hold the freaks out forever. When she’s able to prove her worth and get on the crew to protect the growers, Deuce will finally have a chance to do what she knows best.

I loved Deuce in Enclave, the first book in this series. She was strong and unwilling to step back and let others take care of her. She had a mind of her own and would do what she felt was right, no matter how dangerous it could be for her. You can take Deuce from her world but you can’t take her courage or her heart.

The differences between the worlds that Deuce and her friends were raised in and Salvation are immense. The longer they’re there the more the differences in their upbringings become clear to them. Deuce and each of her friends must face those differences and determine for themselves whether they want to hold on to the way they were raised or accept the new things they’re being taught.

I’ve enjoyed Deuce so much. She isn’t perfect but she recognizes that she isn’t and refuses to let it hurt her. She tries not to shame the family who took her in and starts to care for them in her own way. She’s insensitive and says callous sounding things at times, simply because she doesn’t know better. Yet despite her rough edges, she’s willing to stay away from someone who matters to her simple because it’s best for the other person. She’ll risk her life for people who don’t understand the gift she’s given to them. She’s a fighter down to her soul and that’s what I love about her.

If you’ve read the first book then you know that the freaks were changing and that it worried Deuce and her friends. She knows that it won’t be long before the people of Salvation notice the changes as well. When there’s an unexpected attack followed by more proof that the Freaks are becoming smarter, the people of Salvation need Deuce, Fade, & Stalker more than they realize. It was bound to come to that, just as it was bound to get worse for Deuce when that became apparent.

I’m not a fan of the love triangle that was set up with Deuce, Fade, and Stalker. It was always clear who Deuce cared for so it seems that the triangle was set up to emphasize how little Deuce understood male/female relationships than it was to a real love triangle. I suppose it had the added benefit of making Stalker want to be something better than he was since he hoped to win Deuce’s regard.

I can see how some wouldn’t care for Deuce since she kept referring to women who marry and have children as breeders, something that was clearly offensive. Yet if you remember reading the first book and where she came from, I don’t know how anyone would have expected her to understand and make peace with it so quickly. She would do her best not to talk about them a certain way in front of people, but that didn’t mean she could change the way she thought of things. Not until she could understand for herself.

I found the concept of this series to be interesting. It does have a zombie feel for those looking for that type of book, but it really isn’t about zombies. These aren’t people who were killed and came back to life as zombies. These are people who were mutated in some unknown way. Then we see the way different groups of people try to survive. Some turn brutal and harsh, stamping out anything that could weaken them. Others turned to religion and the belief that if they were better than others they’d be safe. Those options are so true of human nature that I kept waiting to see how Ann Aguirre would build the world more and whether it would stay true to what humans are capable of or if she’d take it somewhere else.

It’s a battle of good vs evil, but is it ever as simple as it seems? Deuce and the boys make discoveries that can make us wonder if the Freaks are the true evil, or if it’s really the things people do to survive.

This isn’t a zombie book, but it has a similar feel so if you enjoy the idea of our society being taken over and destroyed by mutants set on eating you, then you’ll enjoy the Razorland series.


Nerve – Jeanne Ryan

Nerve coverNerve
By Jeanne Ryan
Available September 2012

A high-stakes online game of dares turns deadly

When Vee is picked to be a player in NERVE, an anonymous game of dares broadcast live online, she discovers that the game knows her. They tempt her with prizes taken from her ThisIsMe page and team her up with the perfect boy, sizzling-hot Ian. At first it’s exhilarating–Vee and Ian’s fans cheer them on to riskier dares with higher stakes. But the game takes a twisted turn when they’re directed to a secret location with five other players for the Grand Prize round. Suddenly they’re playing all or nothing, with their lives on the line. Just how far will Vee go before she loses NERVE?

This Blonde’s Review:
Vee has always been a good girl, quieter than her best friend, and not one to make strong impressions. She’s grounded because of one screw up but looking forward to her freedom, since the afterparty for the school play could be when the guy she likes will make a real move on her.

When Vee decides to do something out of character and complete one of the dares for Nerve she doesn’t think anything will come of it. Except people like her! Soon she goes back for another dare where she meets a hot guy named Ian. As they’re offered riskier dares with higher payouts they can’t help but keep playing until they’re offered the chance to play in the grand price round.

Each dare is riskier than the one before, so the grand prize round offers exactly what each person wants the most as incentive to get them into the game. They’ve all watched the previous shows and they’re sure that some of that is faked, but as the game continues it becomes clear that it is more real than they could imagine. They’re blocked from making any outside contact that isn’t authorized and soon find themselves locked into a dare that could leave them dead.

The first chapter of this one threw me, I didn’t understand how it related to the story until the book was almost finished. I really didn’t care for that since it wasn’t very clear where it stood in relation to the rest of the story.

I enjoyed this one but it didn’t blow me away. I could see how a show like that could take off in our society and how people could see think awful things had been scripted because of the ‘reality shows’ we have now that are anything but reality.

I did enjoy Vee, since I can relate to being the good girl that people don’t expect to go out and do crazy things. Yet I also had a hard time relating to some of the things she felt. I won’t get into some of those, but I would have liked a little more insight into some of what she had going on. There was a lot we were supposed to take for granted even though the relationships were expected to play a big part in Vee’s motivation.

I loved the way Vee handled the situation and that she didn’t give up. She did what she had to do even if it meant more risk for her. She may have been a good girl acting out of character, but she was brave and I can’t help but like that about her. I didn’t care much about most of the other characters either way even though I’d have liked to.

Despite that, it was still an enjoyed this one. It was a fast read that didn’t strike any major chords for me. I didn’t love it or hate it, so it isn’t one I’d strongly recommend someone read or not read it. If the description sounds good to you then definitely give it a read. Please let me know what you think, sometimes the ones I’m not sure of can lead to a good discussion if you have a stronger opinion!